As an artist I’ve found in my life and in the lives of friends, that there is a restlessness untill you can support yourself as artist. We were made to be creative and we want to create all the time and we want to support ourselves by being creative. The reality for most artist is doing something to make ends meet until they are “successful” enough to have a career doing their artist. So what job do you do in the meantime? Do you settle into something else and your art becomes your hobby? Do you work two or three part-time gigs in order to do art for free? Or do you get so sucked into your “part-time” gig that you don’t spend much time creating anymore? How do you support yourself and still have time to do your art ? And if you can’t be full-time as a photographer, actor, writer, musician, etc what do you do in the meantime?
My recent hiatus from my blog is a result of those questions, again. I took a 9-5 job for the first time in my adult life. While it was short-lived, I learned a lot. It was the most positive and encouraging work environment I’ve ever been in. I feel completely rejuvenated and I am determined to continue that positivity as I return to my previous part-time gig that is a breeding ground for negativity. I also realized a lot of the reason I took the job was money, security and a little of the grass is greener syndrome. It was a tough job and a very humbling experience because usually I’m a quick learner and this did not come as easy and I’d thought. I wanted something that didn’t exist. I wanted to have it all. I wanted to find something I loved, be instantly good at it and make a lot of money doing it, while Jordan is recording and touring, and still have time for photography. During that time I only took one picture and I was counting down the days till my first wedding of the season (next week!). And after a few short weeks, I decided that my previous part-time gig really wasn’t so bad, at least I had time for photography and got to see my husband more than just Saturday night and Sunday afternoon. So cheers to taking risk, learning from new experiences and time for things I love!
He’s the lone picture I took…